Kay, so it didn't make the Gallery.

But who am i to complain. No, I will not even bother voicing out. I was shitting bricks when it came to the judgement, let alone setting the standard by adding another two. I admit, I owe so much to the affiliates for this. Most credit must be given to them, if not all.

It's not like no effort was put into it. Maybe it's just the lack of consciousness. I do that sometimes, see. And perhaps most of you do, too. At times, i know i can do it. I know it's within my niche. Overlook the topic, if it's an assignment to my suiting, i am sure to flatter. Yet to the contrary, i slumber. I know i must exert; produce, but i subconsciously give less. It's not procrastination. I want to give all, but i give less, for no particular reason whatsoever. Even when it matters the most. Perhaps it's human nature, perhaps it's kijunistic. I hope it's the latter cos it sounds so much cooler.

But yea, it comes and goes. I bend. But i dont break. You tend to comprehend this things when it hits you the most. You stop experimenting, you stop searching for excuses. You stop whining. And i hope the turn of the curve is now, for me. Even if it's a chain reaction, i could care less. I know i can achieve. Yes, we all have our strengths and weaknesses, but if we want it bad enough, we'll attain. Maybe longer than the majority, not to mention even more arduous, but who's counting rite. Ignore external stimuli. Who are they to judge, who are we to care. As long as we achieve. We accomplish. Then, we will be.

I don't care. I want my spot in the Gallery. Our spot it will be.